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I May Never Leave this Place

While Googling myself (yes, we all do it) I had the misfortune of learning a girl I went to high school with, who shares my first name, was murdered last year in a domestic gun fight. That kind of thing happens a lot where I’m from. For us, it’s not just movie drama

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I Bought a Louisville Slugger…and a Bunch of Other Things 😩

It’s been a month since the Mother’s Day incident and I don’t think insomnia is my only PTSD symptom. In the weeks following the incident, I’ve developed a shopping compulsion. It started with buying things to pamper myself—from a large bed pillow, complete with pockets and its own lumbar pillow, to an iPhone 13 Pro…

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Just When I Thought I Beat Grief, This Happened…

I had just returned home from visiting my mom with my boyfriend “Scott” and my best friend “Demetria”. Demetria and I wanted to visit our old childhood neighborhood, and Scott came along. When we got to the apartment complex, we saw an ambulance and squad cars. Demetria wanted to see what all the fuss was.…

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Cardinals and Presence

Two months ago, a cardinal visited a tree outside my balcony. I know they’re a sign of ancestral spiritual visits, so naturally, I was thrilled to have my mom visit me. Although I live in a wooded area, it’s rare to see a cardinal. I felt as though the bird meant something, especially since I…

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